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arolesbianism · 5 days ago

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I Really need to properly draw Christopher at some point but everytime I want to I just look at her in game sprite and weep for her truest form has already been achieved. What's even the point. This is her in the flesh.

#rat rambles #oc posting #lobotomy posting #Im ofc lying she does in fact have a skin tone and is tall and lanky but how am I ever going to do her beautiful face justice #its a shame that her hair is hard to see in this screenshot since it adds to her girlfaluire vibes I think <3 #all nuggets with her top hair are kinda ugly and the braids are not saving her (deeply deeply affectionate)#she's rocking the ugly hair And sanguine desire and the stupid monocle. she truly has it all I adore her #she may be the most neglected of the lets beat eachother to death polycule but she was my og favorite of the three #I do also have actuall thoughts abt her character and am having them as we speak but its very important to understand she has maybe my #favorite in game sprite of any of my nuggets I Adore her #I love it when character creators spit an ugly thang at you I love designs that are just so ugly in very simple ways #designs that are ugly for being overdesigned aren't it tho Unless theyre incredibly tacky then theyre fun again #but yeah every other time a nugget of mine has gotten sanguine desire Ive hidden it instantly but christopher was built for it #imagining her without it now is so scary to me. which is also why I Know I wont be able to do her justice drawing her #I cant draw lips I suck so fucking bad at it and I know I can simplify it and likely will but thats not my girl!!#but yeah I adore this woman I need to have images of her but alas. my hands cannot capture her image as it was meant to be 😔#but yeah unfortunately she has the sad fate of being the most normal person of the three which is wild for her because well. look at her.#she should be a complete and utter freak and she is to a degree its just that mirabelle 'has fully torn off and eaten her partners lower #jaws several times' maes and river 'actively goads people into beating the shit out of him so he can be the shit out of them later' skye ar #e there to make her seem like a normal person who fell in too deep in comparison #shes not necessarily a normal good person mind you but she was not prepared to be stuck in a long term relationship with those two #shes very obsessed with feeling in control and is in hard denial abt the fact that shes very much not in control of her current situation #in general I imagine she isnt very good at gauging when shes in control of a situation but usually if all else fails shes in the past been #able to just fuck off and leave but she very much cannot do that in lob corp #shes just as stuck here as everyone else and shes not about to go for the die and hope you arent brought back approach #so she cant actually like. fully get away from them. so she just sort of pretends this is what she wants and that shes in control still.#this is easier with river than mirabelle since river wants a back and forth cycle of violence while mirabelle just wants to fuck with her #but dont get it twisted shes being played like a fiddle on both sides shes just desperate to feel like shes not #like despite how violent the trees relationship is she really wasn't a violent person before all this #real upsetting stuff for her that she only starts to recognize after she gets dumped in ruina

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